How come there’s this constant struggle from yes to no? I’m stuck in this mind of tug of war. My heart is receiving all the consequences. It says yes but it desires to say no. Every nerve in my body says yes but the only logical thing beating says no. Sometimes I want to rip everything apart because I’m sore, bruised, and exhausted. I’m tired.. why do I keep running though? I could feel the burn as I continue to push my joints, my legs, my soul, my eyes, my hands, and my mind. I thought chasing pavements didn’t exist. I realized they do and they are more real than ever. I don’t know whose is breaking anymore. His or his. However, I told myself, please pick mine instead.
