I’m so tired.. physically. I need to stop sleeping late. Two nights in a row T-T ~ I should have baked those brownies a little bit earlier last night.. So I didn’t have to sleep like at 12:30. whatever, those brownies were bomb. I couldn’t resist not watching American Idol though. HUHU. ;p
Anyway, I’m so thankful for fellow Christians. I’m glad I was able to talk about the things that have been kept inside for the longeeeeest time at bible study. Something came up for my transfer stuff. I’m pretty much freaking out about it. Plus, another thing came up tonight. So now.. I want to sulk in a corner and let the Earth swallow me up.
Okay, that’s the sinner side of me. But, deep in my heart, I want to choose to trust Christ with these things. I want to hold on to His unbreakable promises. I want to seek His will more than ever in my life. If His will is for me not to get into any university for whatever reason, so be it. I know He has so much in store for me. Despite me being a loser in life, His grace and faithfulness just overflows. I really don’t deserve any of it. But, whatever does happen in my life, it will never change the fact that Jesus Christ died for me and for my salvation. If everything in my life fails, I will still have a reason to sing because God will always be God. At least I’m living for Him.
